Through my life I have been sheltered or more so hiding away from the necessary choices and decisions it takes to bring you to what type of travel you will take through life.
Recently I have made a choice, a choice that proved to do more harm then good. A mistake persay. But to be more percise a lesson learned the hard way.
I've forgotten or maybe I haven't experienced such a downfall before. But I had made a mistake, walked too fast on the pathway unknown and new to me.
I do not regret my choice, though I am not proud of it. It is useful knowledge to me, and that's what counts.
But what makes my decision hard to accept, is the things I wanted/want to say. To just go back, and make things come to a more settling outcome would make my restless self be at ease.
I'm so frustrated and upset, over all the things that were left unsaid. Knowing the chance to express myself will never come makes things tough to bare.
You live and you learn, but that never makes the things you regret easier to accept.
But I have faith in time. That in time any sore experience can be soothed to a point as if it never happened. I am waiting for that day.
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