Thursday, May 16, 2013

Motivation

Satan tells us things constently to make us feel worthless, broken and depressed.

I have a tough time not listening to his whisperous thoughts in my mind, espsecially during the days I'm tired and simply had a long day at work.

But, right now I decided would be a good time to speak against all his lies and tell myself the truth. Gods truth, of his plans for me and what he can make me.

I will stand tall, be strong and courageous.
I will have energy, be healthy, live awake and aware.
I am blessed and happy.
My mind will be forever sharp and have vivid memory.
I will feel forever young and full of life.
I will proper and be a blessing to all around me.
I can do what's right and make a difference.
I am different.
I will not live according to this world, but according to the Kingdom of God.
I will rejoice.
I will pray.
I am forgiven
And I am loved.

You will not over power me, for I am the Lords. Amen.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Changing of Seasons

Some time has past since this year had begun, it is already become familiar. No longer feels new and unknown.

I must come clean about a few things, I had not succeeded in sticking to my "new years resolution" but how many times have we heard that from those of us that speak to soon, with one goal in mind "this time I'll really do it!". Having a goal just to have one won't make you stick to it, because the destanation you were trying to reach didn't have a strong enough meaning in itself.

It's tough for me to admit, I truly wanted to prove not just to myself but to others that I can stick to my words. I suppose that'll be proven another day and another time.

Secondly, I have pretty seriously decided I will and have dedicated a part of myself and life to a boy. He indeed may be considered a boy at this time, but I see such greatness in him.
To become a great and righteous man of God.
He can become and do so much through and with the Lord.

I feel confident that my faith will not be let down, if anything it'll make it stronger while trusting and believing God will make great and prosperous changes in his and my life.

Right now I'm beginning to see such changes in my life, mind and spirit. Continualy reading and diligently seeking after the Lords truth, mercy, love, peace, confidence, forgiveness and instruction makes quite a difference.

Been keeping strong, fighting on and living long. That'll be my motto for today or however long it proceeds to uplift my sprirts.
I pray others come to understand what it is I'm trying to acomplish in and through my life. There's no short and sweet description, I cannot even begin to imagine what words to use; to explain well enough to have others grasp exactly what it is I'm working and fighting for.

If you truly do want to understand and know, all you can do is watch and listen to my every word, expression and action. With patients, acceptance, love and without judgement and resentment. Than hopefully by the end of our lives here you'll understand and I'll understand as well. Because we would have seen the impact and change it will have created throughout our lifetime, and let it be a blessing to all that it effects. Amen.