On either side of this line are life styles I am unwelcome or uninterested in.
The life style behind me was my prior years as a teenager; reckless actions, careless goings and unnecessary doings.
The life style ahead of me is adulthood; independence, decision making, and careful planning.
The adult mindset I've come to understand and adapt to in the areas that it's needed. At work and discussing certain subjects.
Still, both life styles don't set well with me.
I am well past grown out of thinking or acting like a teenager, yet adulthood sucks what amount of joy and excitement I have left in life.
Is there nothing left to look forward to in life? Am I and all those after me destined to lose interest in life and simply go on to our jobs, life planning and budget making?
Please someone tell me it gets better and joy will come back into my life.
